man today its been one month since chris and i started dating. this has been one of the best months ever. i'm so happy with him. he's such an amazing man i can't even believe it. he's sweet, kind, considerate, loving, respectful, funny, handsome, and i can tell that he loves me with every piece of him.
i can't wait until we get to celebrate more months and years together. i know it's crazy thinking about that but i can't wait to see how far our relationship goes. i want to be with chris for as long as God allows us to be together. i've never been one to go into a relationship just because a guy is cute or because i'm lonely. i've always gone into a relationship with the intention of getting married to that person. obviously it hasn't always worked out that way. but i don't want to be in a relationship just for the heck of it. i want to date someone that i see myself marrying and spending my life with. i see that with chris. crazy i know, but at this point i do.
i can't wait until i go out to see him in 16 days! i can't wait to interact with him on so many levels. i can't wait until we just lay around the house and watch movies, go to the park and take walks. i can't wait til we're just sitting on the computer acting crazy, taking tons of insane pictures. i can't wait to hug him and hold him.
i know that people think we're crazy for how much we love each other. i know that they don't understand it. they think that because we aren't in the same town with each other that we don't know each other. that just because we've only been talking for a few months we can't know how amazing the other person is. i wish people would just see that we're happy. i hope they would see that just because we aren't in the same town as each other that we can still know each other. ya we have interacted in the way other couples can, but we talk every night about things that are important. we don't just talk about stupid things all the time. we talk about the things we want and desire out of life. i wish people could just see that we want to be with each other and we're going to do everything we can to make this relationship work.
i'm so happy with chris. i love him so much.
